Ep17 and 18: Hyde, Jekyll, and I 하이드 지킬, 나 [2015]

"from now on, you should live as me, because you are goo seojin."
that's the last farewell message by seojin because he merge himself into robin's personality.
the person that hana loves.

"i am goo seojin?" robin still confused but soon he gets it.
this is the sacrifice seojin made, for hana.

that is what thought after watching ep18...
but why people in soompi forums thought it as robin is starting to acknowledging seojin as him ?

i know i am so a pessimistic person,
so lets hope those forum members idea is right.

if my thought becomes real in ep19-ep20,
then i will burst into tears ... a person who sacrifice himself for a woman who love the other him more ?
seojin mentioned that he's happy that there is a better side of him that make hana loved this side.
gosh, my life has already filled with pessimistic things, so hopefully this drama wont be like that as well....

the best if happens like what the frooum members thought to be,
robin slowly acknowledge seojin with seojin still being the host.

but i don't know...
i'm just too pessimistic eh ?

the way seojin looked at hana when she was so sad and worrying Robin,
it seems seojin made up his mind to let robin lead the wheel of his life....

please, i dont need a tearful drama.

... and what if the real seojin is actually robin. all these times goo seojin is the fake one of seojin ?
argh~

in KMHM, the female lead loves the real male lead, but in Hajina, Hana loves Robin, which it seems if Robin disappear, it is unlikely she could change calling out 'Robin' name into Seojin.

21-03-2015 :
I dreamt last night, Seojin gives up his Wonderland Group's heir, pursues his webtoon career, living under the name of Robin without leaving his identity as Seojin.
In other words, they merge, but more to Robin.

I will kinda sad if so...

Crazy. Cant wait for Ep19-20. *crying*