[Review] Hyde Jekyll Me Ep01-20

this is not a review, sorry, the title distracted a lot....this is about my bias over seojin and hajina, but of course ... my love for this drama mainly because i like han jimin sooo much ♥

OUR SACRED MONK SEOJIN FINALLY GOT HIS KISS AT THE VERY LAST MINUTES BEFORE THE DRAMA ENDS. WHAT A WORTH-WAITING ENDING *facepalm*

Seojin-Hana romance :

1. hana closed seojin's ear in the aqua park
2. seojin returned hana her blanket and handed her an umbrella
3. seojin listened carefully to hana's request to at least employ her circus band and she would left wonderland
4. seojin unable to sleep feeling uneasy to hana after what she said about leaving wonderland
5. seojin started to worry about hana when she's about to fall from stairs, thou he didn't admit it
6. seojin ate hana's sweet potatoes and shared a blanket to her
7. seojin's heart beating fast after hana's confession
8. seojin erased hana's msg to robin out of jealousy
9. seojin started stalking hana, showered her circus team with gifts and suchs
10. seojin gave medicines to hana after hearing she got fever
11. seojin blamed himself not knowing hana was suffered enough to take taejoo's hypnotize session
12. seojin embraced hana at the staircase
13. hana took care seojin when he was ill
14. after argued each other and being called he's the ghost, seojin felt sorry but cant do anything
15. hana advised seojin about at least trusting himself when no one to be trusted
16. hana worried and followed seojin to ghost house and warehouse
17. hana took a distance from seojin after he told her he got DID
18. seojin asked hana to come back to his house, asked her to ride the car, followed her from behind 
19. hana worried of seojin after he switched off the communicator when visiting taejoo
20. hana praised seojin he'd done his best to survive up til now, having such uneasy childhood and burden all his life
21. hana convinced seojin not to runaway and face soohyun
22. seojin admitted his love to hana (but got rejected, ouch!)
23. hana got no reply from seojin after she said she's not in love with seojin
24. hana followed lonely seojin from behind to cinema and watched him watching movie

hana in seojin's eyes :

1. she's kind, like seojin said, she helped seojin to track dr kang's kidnapper, enduring taejoo's scary hypnotize session
2. she's caring, took care seojin while ill, followed him to the ghost house and warehouse
3. she pushed seojin to bravely face soohyun rather than hiding again behind robin
4. she realized robin is "fake" by acknowledging to press that robin is only a pen name of seojin

my view on hana-robin-seojin :

1. she loves robin more than seojin, it is obvious, seojin gave her too many bad impressions at the beginning. you know first impression is important....and robin is her prince charming. it is impossible for her to just DUMP robin and cling onto seojin just because robin is "fake".
2. robin showed signs of jealousy to seojin and refused to be considered as "fake", so hana took it somehow as an "order" to side on robin
3. hana is not really smart, she is more using heart than brain ... she never read books, never gives a damn care about psychology books, she read comics just because robin took her to his workshop...so, hana is CLUELESS what she got to do about this TWO people in ONE body.
4. she could just runaway like the girl from 5 years ago. but she didnt want to because she loves robin too much and might as well worry if this robin will turn into terry bomb something. 
5. that seojin is purely a sage monk, even there is no robin around, he wouldn't have any idea how to get a woman. he only rely on his "sincerity" and "sacrifice" ... and admit it, his words of LOVE are too intellect to be digested by simple woman like hana. 
6. seojin is not joowon from sega. even me as viewers also doubtful what kind of romance-screen of that pure sage monk should have with hana... *facepalm* 
7. at first hana thought it might be fine if they could just live like that three of them ... but later she felt uneasy knowing seojin actually could get rid of robin at anytime by asking dr kang hypnotize robin, however this monk would prefer to pertain his illness in order not to make hana sad. 
8. therefore in hana's mind, she treated robin the best before that day comes. maybe inspired by k-dramas, where the leads married because one of them gonna die, so hana married the-start-loosing-memories-robin and asked him to take their wedding memory to 'graveyard'.
9. seojin told robin to just live his remaining days to make hana happy. so it seems he is fine with the marriage.
10. when robin kept loosing his memories, there's not indication seojin got the lost memories, seojin only "felt" some memories of robin lingers in his. therefore there's no sign if robin disappears, their memories will merge.
11. since hana was ever told by seojin that this monk can't remember anything when he was robin, so in hana's mind, loosing robin means loosing everything. to accept seojin means to start all over again from zero. she's not ready for that yet, even seojin said he loves her.
12. in the last minutes, seojin must use a simple words to explain his current situation to hana, he avoid using the word "merged with robin" or "having robin memories", instead, he said "i remember it all now when i was robin"....by this way, hana would start seeing "robin is actually seojin". 

IF I WERE HANA ?
1. run. i dislike complicated things.
2. but on 2nd thought, i might be more like the female lead in KMHM.
3. however on the 3rd thought, bringing KMHM female lead in here cannot be applied because in KMHM all became clear after male lead "solved" his 'childhood trauma' while in Hajina, even things got clear, monk seojin kept his illness in the name of love--because the female lead love his alter, and since it's gonna be crappy if they let it so, therefore finally they made them merged anyway.
4 ...never falls for 2nd lead unless 1st lead is too crappy....and SEOJIN is perfect, not crappy (that's why we want to see more SEOJIN), but Hana fine with Robin's dominated romantic screen...(because both r HB)

This good....I'm not ready to let go this drama yet even it had ended.

Conclusion :
Don't care anymore about the previous E01-E19...
Just give us extended version of Ep20 for more PRECIOUS romance between Seojin-Hana

this drama is greaaaaatttttt..........it's just we want more seojin-hana moments for extended Ep20 !!!

my personal rants :

silly hana, you've just realized it now? you avoided seojin just because you felt uncomfortable knowing he willing to keep his DID illness for life, just for you ?

this seojin is such a monk, isn't he ?

hana should have a heart-to-heart conversation with seojin ... no, i think seojin's words are too intellect, hana won't reach that level. seojin should speak it slower like robin, speak it without too much poetical.. hahaha~

damn right. every lines from his speech sounds like a poem, from a divine voice of seojin.
*banging head again*

.... i don't want to become one of hyunbin's fans just because of seojin T_T
but how come T_T

Ep19 and 20: Hyde, Jekyll, and I 하이드 지킬, 나 [2015]

THIS
DRAMA
IS
GREAAAT
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thou it has lots of unnecessary scenes ...
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BUT THE ENDING IS EPIC !!!
>>>>banging head<<<<<<
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it's just i have two questions :
1. is it that meaningful for robin to take away the memory of his wedding ? i mean, what's the point of him not letting seojin has it ???
2. why seojin-hana romance scenes are soooo rare, scarce, few ... gosh ... we need extended version of Ep20.

despite so-so beginning, boring middle, the ending is EPIC.
so dramatic epic. only happens in drama.

that's right, seojin without robin (robin's memories) is completely a pure sage monk. he could only hints hana, the -not-so-bright-lady- that he loves her, and later just wait and see. he fully aware robin eventually will cease to exist, so he just sit. wait. do nothing. let robin have fun.

what a monk ... luckily he is still want to live in this earth by not sacrificing himself to give way to robin as the main identity. LOL.

and hana ... poor gal. she felt doesn't deserve seojin's kindness because she is the one who is unable to let go robin therefore seojin also kept his disease as well. WOW.

and if seojin never gets robin's memories, i bet he will forever like a ghost to hana....because, basically seojin really knows nothing to get hana. poor thing.

somehow this is just another drama....
the main male lead died, the female lead grieving....
but somehow she met the second lead / someone who shared similar preferences / style like her previous male therefore she could love him.

gosh ...

Ep17 and 18: Hyde, Jekyll, and I 하이드 지킬, 나 [2015]

"from now on, you should live as me, because you are goo seojin."
that's the last farewell message by seojin because he merge himself into robin's personality.
the person that hana loves.

"i am goo seojin?" robin still confused but soon he gets it.
this is the sacrifice seojin made, for hana.

that is what thought after watching ep18...
but why people in soompi forums thought it as robin is starting to acknowledging seojin as him ?

i know i am so a pessimistic person,
so lets hope those forum members idea is right.

if my thought becomes real in ep19-ep20,
then i will burst into tears ... a person who sacrifice himself for a woman who love the other him more ?
seojin mentioned that he's happy that there is a better side of him that make hana loved this side.
gosh, my life has already filled with pessimistic things, so hopefully this drama wont be like that as well....

the best if happens like what the frooum members thought to be,
robin slowly acknowledge seojin with seojin still being the host.

but i don't know...
i'm just too pessimistic eh ?

the way seojin looked at hana when she was so sad and worrying Robin,
it seems seojin made up his mind to let robin lead the wheel of his life....

please, i dont need a tearful drama.

... and what if the real seojin is actually robin. all these times goo seojin is the fake one of seojin ?
argh~

in KMHM, the female lead loves the real male lead, but in Hajina, Hana loves Robin, which it seems if Robin disappear, it is unlikely she could change calling out 'Robin' name into Seojin.

21-03-2015 :
I dreamt last night, Seojin gives up his Wonderland Group's heir, pursues his webtoon career, living under the name of Robin without leaving his identity as Seojin.
In other words, they merge, but more to Robin.

I will kinda sad if so...

Crazy. Cant wait for Ep19-20. *crying*

Ep15 and 16: Hyde, Jekyll, and I 하이드 지킬, 나 [2015]

"are you being serious, lee soohyun, when saying you're sorry to seojin, in the name of your father?"

"i'm touched with seojin's words saying his only friend right now is soohyun so he will visit him often."

"it's quite a 'good' line when seojin said he would stay watching the circus band no matter they are comfortable with it or not.... this is his ORIGINAL cocky style."

"and it burst me into tears when he's saying sorry to hana if she detest his efforts to be a better person (by visiting her circus band)..."

"what does Robin means when he asked Seojin to make a sacfirice as well ? i'm pretty agitated with that. sorry..."

"at least Robin is still a good boy, so far, listen to Hana's words prevent him from popping out to the public."

my scenario for the story might lead us to ?
1. Seojin had planned to spend his remaining 6 months, do things he wanted to do, feel, before willingly "giving" his memories to Robin to let Robin becomes him, Seojin the heir of Wonderland, and live with Hana.
2. Chairman Goo and dr Kang might eventually able to "trick" Hana to bring Robin to be "hypnotized", Robin turns into Terry, some incidents happen. When Terry was about to harm Hana as well, Robin realized and decided to give up.
3. no. 1 and 2 is hurtful.... better make this safest ending :
Robin gains seojin's memories, Seojin is becoming more like Robin in his way of talking, etc. Until us, viewers, can't distinguish them.

to think it over, it's really hard to become hana. it's her fate anyway....
it was said robin was created the day hana saved seojin.
does it means she's responsible to put an end to robin as well ? 

i'm gonna die i think if they make this ending sad or open ending...
but guess that is the risk .. live full of the temptation to take a risk. LOL

Ep13 and 14: Hyde, Jekyll, and I 하이드 지킬, 나 [2015]

...and why should i make myself stressful just because merely a drama ?
real life filled with more stressful things.

wish the best for han jimin ♥

whatever the ending, just enjoy.

gosh my daily life is getting insane. hahaha~ XD

that taejoo/lee soohyun is a god or something ... or maybe simply the policemen are just graduated from remote area academy.

no need to panic.
taejoo switches off the electricity system and kidnaps hana. seojin as usual, thinking too long....

what's next in ep15 ?

ep15-16
ep17-18
ep19-20 ...yay three weeks more before i could gain my freedom ♥

Ep11 and 12: Hyde, Jekyll, and I 하이드 지킬, 나 [2015]

TWO reasons to hate this drama, well actually ALL DRAMA is like these :
1. police too stupid and slow
(detective na is moron. sorry...)
2. traitor, insider, whatever u call it, someone could just tell the truth despite his/her own ego
(dr kang should just told the police that taejoo is lee sohyun, taejoo is dangerous; but because dr kang wanted to prove her theory think that could help sohyun, but yes...see what happens!).

SORRY ...
but I will still watch this drama...hehehe....

[2015] Kill Me Heal Me

KMHM (E01-10)

Male Lead : Ji Sung
Good actor, seems no problem to play multiple characters.
Shin Segi and Cha Dohyun, really portrayed well by Ji Sung.

Female Lead : Hwang Jungeum
Thou she can "only" screaming and yelling, but her character is quite funny and interesting.

Storyline :
Lots of funny scenes so far.
The conflicts more about thirst for money and power in a rich family, where little Cha Dohyun became victim and traumatized, therefore developed multiple personalities problem.

HAJINA (E01-10)

Male Lead : Hyunbin
May be because the script was written as so, therefore it seems the character of Seojin and Robin isn't really contradicting, unlike Segi and Dohyun in KMHM.

Female Lead : Han Jimin
She's a matured woman in this story, unlike Hwang Jungeum's character in KMHM who acted bit childish and out of control. Han Jimin in Hajina is caring, nurturing, more or less the same like she acted in Padam Padam. Just made her Park Ha in Rooftop Prince or femme fatale then this story might be more interesting.

Hana (Han Jimin) should learn martial arts and mind-focusing to protect her man, Seojin. Go, girl. Don't become Taejoo's victim *worries*

Storyline :
Seojin created Robin to overcome his guilt by letting go his childhood friend's hand and choose to save his own self. It's also has a connection with the death of his childhood's friend father which made his childhood friend resent him much and set to revenge on Seojin.

The pace of Hajina is also rather slow.

Which to watch ?
Up to you. As fans of Han Jimin I would recommend Hajina.
However, KMHM is more typical K-Drama, therefore, more people would love it better than Hajina.

Ep9 and 10: Hyde, Jekyll, and I 하이드 지킬, 나 [2015]

A GOOD DRAMA,
for a person like me,
SHOULD BE EXCITING ENOUGH, whether it's about crime, psychopath, monster, or such,
AS LONG AS it doesn't make me suffer and tortured waiting every week to watch it.

Sorry to compare it with Secret Garden (SG):
SG is exciting and I was waiting like a crazy every week to watch the episodes. HAPPILY waiting.
Why? Because I know the ending would be happy.

Unlike HYDE JEKYLL ME (Hajina):
Why I have feelings they won't make it a happy ending drama ?
Hopefully not.
Pleaseee...

EP9/10
Taejoo finally found out about how Seojin coped with his trauma all these years by creating alter ego called Robin. But Taejoo still can't forgive Seojin....
may be Seojin should KNEEL and being kicked by Taejoo first before Taejoo able to forgive him. What a narrow-heart people! Haha...

Taejoo wanted to have Hana, therefore Seojin might feel abandoned again and tortured again...Guess he will do something to separate them, such as hypnotizing Hana or something. I really want to punch Taejoo. Grr! Bad person! Move on, dude!

Back at Seojin's house, it mentioned Seojin was half awoke earlier, but they didn't know whether it was him or Robin. Consider the sequence, if Robin fainted after saving Hana, then he'd woke up early morning as Seojin then fainted again, woke up Robin ?

Let it be. Even there's speculation it's is neither Seojin or Robin but his 3rd personality, the real one. Damn. I hate drama.

Anywaaay ...
This is my temporary fanfic about the drama for the next 10 episodes :
- If you're Hana, what would you do after figure out this two persons are actually the same person ?
For me, I will just let them to be. Understand them both, may be trying to make Seojin's attitude like Robin... Afterall, I don't think the split personality syndrome could be easily treated like that, not until SEOJIN KNEEL to Soohyun.. LOL.

- Taejoo tried to provoke misunderstanding or such between Hana-Seojin/Robin, Hana tried to understand Taejoo and eventually help him to move on as well, forgiving Seojin.

Wow. What a fan fiction.

Ep7 and 8: Hyde, Jekyll, and I 하이드 지킬, 나 [2015]

haishhh...
ep 8's ending is truly something.
i dont care taejoo is the villain, but
i do HAPPY hana bring robin along with her.

BUT
i don't think i will be like i used to,
i will not dilligently waiting and watching this drama,
i will let the days go by and til the drama reaches the final ep,
to see what happens.

SERIOUSLY
this is n interesting drama, BUT
my real life is filled with stress and depression,
and i hate watching a drama like this without knowing the ending yet

I HATE watching drama where the villain LURKING FROM BEHIND.
the most hateful person is the ones who pretend to be kind but plotting evil schemes behind.

i just hate it.
next time must only watch FULL COMEDY one.

this one is making me stressful
therefore why watching stressful drama while my life has already stressful.